Back to school days!

So this is just little something my friend said that I should write about.

It's my senior year in high school, in the end I will graduate and go to college. I will miss my friends and I hope I won't lose contacts with them.

And I'm just sitting in class and wondering what they were doing over the summer, who had his hart broken, who was wasted, and who really enjoyed it.

I'm thinking when it will hit me that this is actually my last year here in this school.

Months will pass by so fast, and I just can't believe I'm in senior class. If my graduation will be good, how many schoolmates will fail the tests first time. 

And just thinking if I will be accepted in college that I wanna go in. I wanna take culture studies program. because I love to write, read and stuff like that!

And I'm thinking if I will have time to write a book over this school year. And how much time I will spend with my boyfriend and how will that effect on my grades and learning habits.

... Enough of my thinking and all those ANDs...

I will write about things I need and I can't go a day without them in school.

1st. thing I can't go without is my new backpack from Accessorize.

2nd. thing is my "akta" where I write everything, all the work and notes are carefully written in each class section. :D

3rd. thing is my pencil case with hundred different pens.

What can you also find in my backpack. Hmm.. A notebook where I draw and write my thoughts, stories and new blog notes.

Then I have mini planer, calculator, keys, sunglasses, headphones and my phone. Little case with some make-up stuff, deo and body lotion.. and I can't forget about chewing gums, some healthy biscuits and bottle of water. It's kinda everything girl needs in school, and I think that's all.

Love,

- J

One Step And You Will Be Free

Did you ever asked yourself what do you want in your life, not what you need like new make-up or food, but really what do you wanna be?

Well in my case I did, a lot of times.

We all have that little dream inside us. Who we want to be. And the things we believe in.

One little boy who is growing up in front eyes of milions people taught me some things:

"In life you will make mistakes and people will try to tear you down. But you gotta stay positive. Stay strong and learn to be better." 

"Feel it, believe it, dream it, be it."

"Haters will say what they want, but their hate will never stop you from chasing your dream"

"You should not be afraid of doing what your mind tells you to do, just listen to your heart"

" You can't always get what you want. But, if you are lucky, you get what you need."

Did the name poped in your head? If not, you will know about who I'm talking about after this quote.

There's gonna be times in your life when people tell you, you can't do something. And there's gonna be times in your life when people tell you, you can't live your dreams.
This is what I tell them: NEVER SAY NEVER!

Yeah it's Justin Bieber, yeah teen heartthrob. But I don't see him like that. He's Kidrauhl, he always will be, just bigger and older. 

After reading his and his moms books, I really got this different point of view on the world. Like I said you have to be happy for what you have, and try to do everything to reach your dreams. 

Like me, I'm writing this blog, writing some stories on Wattpad, even this awesome main editor of magazine Smrklja said that everyone should write, and if I will be good, I'm gonna get really far and that everyone can write for the magazine Smrklja, even me.

So from that point on I got this inspiration to start blogging, and some of my friends really love to read them. And they said i'm talented, and I appreciate that so much.

Well, my point is you have to do something, you have to work hard and you will reach your dreams.

This is just short, little blog after this great vacation that I had with my mom and sister ( you will get a little repotr about that soon and a lot of pictures), and I finally saw my boyfriend after 40 days. And I'm tired from the plane and because tommorow is school, but  I'm excited and I hope I could write a lot more than just this, and it will be the year I will graduate, and maybe I will start blogging/share my own tips on YouTube... Well I already have the Channel with my firend and it's called Tuttorial It Official   but we didn't post anything yet so.. I hope I will post something there till the October. :D 

Love,

- J 

The book that I read was:
Pattie Mallette - Nowhere but up,
Justin Bieber - First step 2 forever: My story and
Justin Bieber - Just getting started.

Photoshoot day, the best experience so far!

Well.. Just sitting here at the sea side in Koper and think what to do.

So I decided to write a new blog.

On Thursday I had so much fun.

And what did I do?

I had this photoshoot with some people for photostrip cartoon for magazine Smrklja and for Pringles, Cotoneve, Manhattan Wash Gel and Bicentury Nackis.

How did I even get there?

It all came up because of this little funny joke with my friend Ryan.

I saw that advert on Facebook for Smrklja. And like always I just think too much. 

I told him we sould apply just for fun. I thought I would never been choosen for one of those things, like I don't have a chance.
I send them this application:

I would like to act in photostrip cartoon, because I always wanted to do this. Just standing in front of the camera is fun.

I love to do different stuff, I love to take pictures, act, specially write.

I like to challenge myself in different stuff, even if they are the most random thing and well you can get a lot of experience and new ways in life.

The world in front and behind the camera is always fun.

Those things are my dreams, well maybe is this an opportunity to purchase them.

Greetings, Janja 

And well. On Tuesday I got an answer from them telling me that I was choosen and I got the informations about the photoshoot.

On Wednesday I was looking myself in the mirror. My hair was a total mess and I didn't know what to wear. 
I quickly went to Twoway and bought white light pants and black shirt with open back.

When I came home I died my hair back in my natural color just to shut down a little the red colour I used to have.

The next day I woke up at 6 am, feeling really nerves. 

I took my purse and my bag with clothes ( sill in my pj) and went with my mom to my dads appartment. I was on twitter for a while then went back to take a nap.

I woke up around 9 am, have a breakfast, change my clothes, put on some make-up and went to catch a bus to Ljubljana where the shoot was happening.

When I came there one girl was already there, well it's better to be there like 15 min. early than be late.

Anyway, the girl who send me informations introduced herself to me.

I told her some things about me and when I told her that I will be 18 in a week, she was just like " Really, are you kidding me or what? You look soooo young, like 15 maybe 16, not 18."

Then she told me she's only 19. Oh well not much older than me.

We went to the building to meet the main editor of the magazine. She was so kind, funny and her natural talking was just so addicting, you just had to listen to her. 

We got some products and met the photographer.

Then we all together went to the park Tivoli where we start the shooting. We were devided in two groups, 3 girls and a boy in each one of them.

At first we started to shoot photostrip cartoon for the product that we will advertise and we did that in like an hour and half. It was pretty good.

Then from 6 girls they choose 4 and both boys to do the other photostrip shoot for the magazine and well I was one of the 4 girls.
We went to the other side of the park and shoot some scenes there and went to the center of the city. We were done with that in like hour and half again.

And the photoshoot was over. It was so much fun to do it, I loved every second of it. 

This was probably the best experience so far.

And the day went bye, I came home tired with this big headache. It was pretty hot day so it was kind a normal thing, shooting outside, on the sun for 3 hours is tiredness but so amazing and awesome at the same time.


Hmmm.. I guess that's all for now.

Thanks for reading!

Love, 

 - J