Love, love, love! Crazy. Stupid. Love.

You know that feeling when you have butterflies in your stomach? 

When you're nerves while you are waiting him to come over? 

When you feel fireworks in you when he kisses you?

I finally found that person who makes me feel like this.

 

It took me so much time to realize it.. Poor boy he was waiting sooo long, but I'm happy that we are together now.

You really love him, don't you?

I can say the only word and that is YES.

Reasons why I love him:

1.) He makes me smile! :)

2.) He makes me laugh.

3.) He has the brightest cutest smile. :D <3
4.) He's sweet and smart and good looking and absolutely stunning and adorably dorky and funny.

5.) He's really cute <3 super, duper cute. I can't stand it.

6.) Every day without him is like a month without sun.

7.) He's super adorable when he plays guitar and sing.

8.) I love the way we finish each other's sentences.

9.) I love the way I know he'll never give up on me.

10.) I love the fact that I wouldn't ever give up on him.

11.) I love the way he looks at me.

12.) I love him being the reason of my smile.

13.) I love him more than I can describe in words.

Love you Ryan, and I miss you so much.

Love,

- J 

Sorry. But.. I'm different

All those little things.

Every day I wake up blessed that I'm alive. I have good days, and bad days, but in every bad thing I try to find something good, even if it's a mistake, we all learn from the mistakes.

I learned to live every day like it's my last day. That is the thing that pull me through every day. Being excited what will happen next.

You have to appreciate everything around you. You have to learn to love everything.
I wouldn't be anywhere without my friends, family and my boyfriend.
I've learned to just keep going, no mater how much it hurts, just because in the end everything will be okay. If it's not okay, then it's not the end.

My childhood wasn't easy, I didn't have everything, I learned to love every second that I spend with my family, I almost lost my mom, my parents got divorced, I was born too soon, lived alone with my dad when my mom was almost all the time in the hospital, having just a few friends, being sick almost all the time, changing school and stuff like that.

It just makes me stronger, every day, every minute, every second, forever and always.

My short story.

Love,

- J

Friends forever right?

Sitting here and trying to understand what kind of game your bff is playing.

All I can say is:

I'm confused and disappointed.

You know, when you're just thinking that you will do the right thing. 
Protect your friends, and then you find yourself in this big mess, in the middle of something, trying to do everything that they will be safe and happy?

I'm sure you've already been in this situation.

I absolutely adore, love and appreciate all my friends. Especially my BFF's.

I would do anything for them, really everything, save their butt just that they will get through easy.

Sometimes, in the end of a day one of your bff's will totally support you and agree with you and the one that you were helping?

They won't even make an effort to say thanks. They will be mad, call you all that names. But you know you did your best to help them. 

And when you come between your 2 best friends, and try to protect both by telling the truth? Well you tried to help.

Don't get me wrong. We all make mistakes, sometimes they're good and the other time they are bad.BUT! You tried your best to make them happy.

One really special person disappointed me too many times lately. I never thought that she would descend on so low level. Helping her was probably the biggest mistake, but I love her, she just don't appreciate it.

She's a player, and when I say it, I mean it in all the ways. Boys, friends, trust, I just think she doesn't know what she would do with her life. Live? Die? Cry? Break hearts? Drink? Be called hoe? 
All that things that I mentioned up there. She's a little bit of everything. But I love her and I just wanna have back the old her.

I just had to get this out, because it's killing me to be quiet. 

Love you all!

-J 

 Even if she do everything wrong! 

Sweet 18 birthday!

I still can't believe I'm already 18!

I cried on my 18th birthday. I thought 17 was such a nice age. You're young enough to get away with things, but you're old enough, too.

Yesterday was really special day. I kinda became a woman, a grown up.

It feels the same, but I am responsible for everything that I do. I have to think twice before I do something stupid.

18 years ago, I started to fight for my life. I was born 2 months earlier.

I was born on 11st July 1995, at 22.03 in Ljubljana. 

At first I was only this little baby girl with only my surname. Baby girl Klančar.
I got my name Janja after a week of fighting in incubator. My mom picked a name for me, and I can only say thank you! It's so beautiful.

After one hard month of fighting, my parents could finally get some sleep, I think. I spend 3 months in incubator.

My parents told me that when I was little I was always smiling or crying. No matter what. 

Fighting for my life stayed in my blood. I like to go to extreme and when I believe in something, I stand up for it! ;D
It's always like that. When I put my mind up to something I will do anything to get it.
Even if I will be hurt in the end. 

But right now, I'm beyond happy to live, even if it get's hard. 
"When life gives you lemons, make lemonade" 
I'm proud of my parents who support me, believe in me and they only make me stronger as person. 

The song matches my life perfectly. 

Love, 
- J 

Photoshoot day, the best experience so far!

Well.. Just sitting here at the sea side in Koper and think what to do.

So I decided to write a new blog.

On Thursday I had so much fun.

And what did I do?

I had this photoshoot with some people for photostrip cartoon for magazine Smrklja and for Pringles, Cotoneve, Manhattan Wash Gel and Bicentury Nackis.

How did I even get there?

It all came up because of this little funny joke with my friend Ryan.

I saw that advert on Facebook for Smrklja. And like always I just think too much. 

I told him we sould apply just for fun. I thought I would never been choosen for one of those things, like I don't have a chance.
I send them this application:

I would like to act in photostrip cartoon, because I always wanted to do this. Just standing in front of the camera is fun.

I love to do different stuff, I love to take pictures, act, specially write.

I like to challenge myself in different stuff, even if they are the most random thing and well you can get a lot of experience and new ways in life.

The world in front and behind the camera is always fun.

Those things are my dreams, well maybe is this an opportunity to purchase them.

Greetings, Janja 

And well. On Tuesday I got an answer from them telling me that I was choosen and I got the informations about the photoshoot.

On Wednesday I was looking myself in the mirror. My hair was a total mess and I didn't know what to wear. 
I quickly went to Twoway and bought white light pants and black shirt with open back.

When I came home I died my hair back in my natural color just to shut down a little the red colour I used to have.

The next day I woke up at 6 am, feeling really nerves. 

I took my purse and my bag with clothes ( sill in my pj) and went with my mom to my dads appartment. I was on twitter for a while then went back to take a nap.

I woke up around 9 am, have a breakfast, change my clothes, put on some make-up and went to catch a bus to Ljubljana where the shoot was happening.

When I came there one girl was already there, well it's better to be there like 15 min. early than be late.

Anyway, the girl who send me informations introduced herself to me.

I told her some things about me and when I told her that I will be 18 in a week, she was just like " Really, are you kidding me or what? You look soooo young, like 15 maybe 16, not 18."

Then she told me she's only 19. Oh well not much older than me.

We went to the building to meet the main editor of the magazine. She was so kind, funny and her natural talking was just so addicting, you just had to listen to her. 

We got some products and met the photographer.

Then we all together went to the park Tivoli where we start the shooting. We were devided in two groups, 3 girls and a boy in each one of them.

At first we started to shoot photostrip cartoon for the product that we will advertise and we did that in like an hour and half. It was pretty good.

Then from 6 girls they choose 4 and both boys to do the other photostrip shoot for the magazine and well I was one of the 4 girls.
We went to the other side of the park and shoot some scenes there and went to the center of the city. We were done with that in like hour and half again.

And the photoshoot was over. It was so much fun to do it, I loved every second of it. 

This was probably the best experience so far.

And the day went bye, I came home tired with this big headache. It was pretty hot day so it was kind a normal thing, shooting outside, on the sun for 3 hours is tiredness but so amazing and awesome at the same time.


Hmmm.. I guess that's all for now.

Thanks for reading!

Love, 

 - J

First blog. Fun day!

Well, how should I start?

I really have no idea, but here we go!

I'm tottaly new here and I wasn't blogging for like
a year or more.





Blogging, writing, music and fashion is my passion.
I tweet every day and I could say that I'm obssesed with Tumblr.


 Well let me introduce myself.

I'm Janja. My friends call me Janči, Baby or Sweety.
I'm 18 years old. Well I will be 18 in a week.

More informations about me:

Well that's me.

• My favorite colors are green, blue, yellow and purple.
• I love to cook and bake.
• I love to sing and dance.
• I'm obsessed with fashion.
• Love to write.

 I think this is pretty good beginning.
 Love ,
  - J.